charmainism

Things I'll never say. (to you)

0. I hate who I am around people.
2. I'm broke because of all the stupid life bills.
2. I don't know your financial status.
2. just trust me okay?I've got it planned out
3. I despise you.
3. you are the biggest mistake of my life.
3. attention seeking; lala; pussy; liar; *ergh
3. I never wanna see your effing face ever again. for that I'll never say it to you
4. I'm glad I got what you wanted. I love it.
4. I'm glad we have different perceptions.
4. now only you know i'm mean and bitchy?
4. I lurrrvvveee the me now.
0. everybody leaves anyway. might as well protect yourself 1st.
0. I really don't pay attention anymore.
1. I can't wait for the rest of our lives to start.

you know, actually. i do wish i could tell it to their faces. or at least call them and tell them. they've hurt me the most. but as they say, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. no matter how much I want to. I can't ever forgive completely. I'm sorry. not!

*ergh - way too many swear words to put in one sentence.
- they haven't invent a word worst than fuck.

Go on. hire a spy.
then you'll see
how heart-breakingly obedient I am
how I never let anyone near enough
how you broke me.
broke my heart
how I know I'll never be good enough
how because of one wrong thing
I have to do everything right

So many things has happened. and i really mean so many.but you don't know

you wouldn't understand anyway. I never expect you to

Welcome to My blog.
Yeah,this is charmainism.blogspot.com,do not mess with me,because I'm scary.
i love.. shopping. family. friends. iceCreams having a good time. and if u don't like me, then get your shit and leave.

That IceQueen.

edges and angles.
dazzling.
not in a relationship.

Those lies.

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Beloved ones.

Sakkie.
Nic.
kiang.
beehoon.
elaine.
xy.
Joyce.
Charlotte.
Boon.
yanting.
Lynn.

Cravings

heels.
dresses.
clothes.
money.
unlimited chocolate ice-creams forever.XD
my HEART back.

That Spinning Music

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byebye

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