charmainism

2012-01-10T09:15:00.000-08:00

And so it finally happens

desperation killed me

the part of me that loved like no other

she no longer exists

like sand drifting amongst the wind 

going everywhere 

and nowhere.

I know your heart hurts

mine broke too.

2011-11-01T04:30:00.000-07:00

That I still need your love 

after all that I've done.

I had to let it happened 

couldn't stay all my my life 

looking out of the window.

So I choose 

running around 

trying everything new.

but nothing impressed me at all 

I never expected it to.

The truth is I never left you.

all through my wild days

my mad existence. 

but all you have to do.

2011-10-16T08:55:00.000-07:00

I know that I must pass this test 

so just pull he trigger. 

if you can see my heart.

2011-09-15T23:50:00.000-07:00

One day, 

I'll be someone that I'm not.

and it'll be greater

than who I am

today. 

past. present. future

I am

2011-09-13T14:59:00.000-07:00

Iridescent.

2011-09-13T13:43:00.000-07:00

I have a lot of anger and hatred in me. 

If I'm in a room with you,

Adolf Hitler and Bin Laden,

and I had a gun with 2 bullets,

I would shoot you twice. 

2011-09-04T09:43:00.000-07:00

my many shades of crazy.

2011-09-01T05:48:00.000-07:00

These red lips are forbidden,

and that's what they'll do.

I'm gonna draw you into me. 

2011-08-30T08:54:00.000-07:00

you've ruined me for everyone else anyways. 

I can't see it anymore.

2011-08-11T00:49:00.000-07:00

bite me.

(no, really, I like it.)

2011-08-08T09:50:00.001-07:00

Because of you 

my dad and me

are so much closer than we used to be.

you saved my life. 

2011-08-06T23:02:00.001-07:00

Let them hate me

Let them all hate me. 

2011-08-06T23:00:00.000-07:00

Emma Watson: "Oh I'm an English major."

people thinks wow... how fascinating and intellectual

Me: "I'm an English major."

people thinks freak.

ah, screw them all.

2011-07-28T06:39:00.000-07:00

not fucking interested. 

please

GTFO.

2011-07-19T02:28:00.000-07:00

My own pace

my own time

my things

my life

my stuff

I rule my world

if you wanna concur it

you must be suicidal.

talking about you

2011-07-17T08:53:00.000-07:00

yes,

I do want it.

I do want it too.

2011-07-09T10:17:00.000-07:00

not interested

2011-07-05T08:57:00.000-07:00

I have.

trust issues 

commitment issues

closeness issues

issues in general.

stop entertaining me and leave me alone

I'll screw everything up

trust me

2011-06-27T10:17:00.000-07:00

 wants.

needs.

thanks babe.

2011-06-11T03:34:00.000-07:00

unwanted perfumes;

as air freshener

p/s. note the S

2011-06-07T10:26:00.000-07:00

1. I'm a writer, I crave the experience

2. I'm the owner of my own fate.

3. shit happens. it just depends on how you're gonna perceive it.

4. give and take. you have to give, to take.

5. improvements. standards

6. courage. not confidence, not "believe"; 

7. the courage to stand for what you want and not get influenced by others.

8. haters. always gonna hate.

9. modesty is an attractive trait. only works on "unattractive" people. be proud of how and who you are

10. anger. care. if she's angry, she cares. if she's not, that's when you have to worry.

and I'm never angry.

2011-05-07T06:27:00.000-07:00

IDGAF

2011-05-05T13:56:00.000-07:00

I think       but 

I don't know what to

do.

2011-05-02T12:06:00.000-07:00

destroyer of bonds

of friendship

of what you build.

bahahahahahahha

hahahhaha

hahaha

good.~~luck~~.riddance.

can't wait for sem break

2011-05-02T07:15:00.001-07:00

伤心

2011-05-01T10:50:00.001-07:00

so this,

is what it's going to be like.

2011-04-17T10:58:00.000-07:00

It just takes a second for my world to come crumbling down
Oh I'm sure in the distance you can hear that awful sound.

2011-04-11T09:38:00.000-07:00

It's like someone else

playing with your toys:

unbearable.

2011-04-06T07:29:00.000-07:00

I'm a bad girl but I'm nice 

I'm a bitch but I'm nice

I'm dark but I'm nice

I'm the queen but I'm nice

I'm insane but I'm nice.

watch me as I

smile 

2011-03-25T06:50:00.000-07:00

Which way would you choose.

To the right

where everything is wrong;

or to the left

where there's nothing left.

2011-03-15T20:12:00.000-07:00

he said it's love

I wish I didn't

give a fuck

2011-03-10T06:11:00.000-08:00

it's sick that 

all these dramas are what

keeps me

satisfied

2011-02-06T06:17:00.000-08:00

Today,

I'm gonna be really bitchy and say

god, if you're not sure how to use it, don't.

you're just embarrassing yourself.

yeayea. I know we're suppose to learn and all but,

I'm just not in the mood to be nice right now. in fact,

I'm not nice at all, all the time.

hm

anyways......

"waiter! just the coffee will do, cancel the food. thanks"

haters gonna hate

2011-01-12T08:09:00.000-08:00

I realize I'm not much of an actor after all

I stared,

unable to believe who the fuck walked in

my jaw dropped

my heart stopped beating for

exactly 5 seconds

something was in my chest

it was unbearable

can't breath at all.

I still had to smile

I went upstairs and vomit everything out.

2011-01-02T19:42:00.000-08:00

I am the type of person

my parents warned me about.

2010-12-24T10:09:00.001-08:00

as the muggles say,

truth will out.

2010-12-20T18:55:00.000-08:00

爱给了我们最好的借口。

所以就算是犯错，

也不觉得有

错

2010-12-08T08:10:00.000-08:00

Ask me what love is to me everyday

I'll give you a different answer

almost everytime.

ergh.

love

can't live with it

can't live without it

2010-12-02T08:45:00.000-08:00

I guess he'll love her

like seriously. truly.

sincerely

love her.

it's a good thing.

people like me; us

aren't that lucky.

we get what we want,

with a cruel twist.

then again.

good girls go to heaven

bad girls go everywhere.

2010-12-01T11:31:00.000-08:00

03.32am
because when I open my eyes

it'll be morning

the next day

I can't face it

2010-11-21T04:48:00.000-08:00

I don't want this moment to ever end,
Where everything's nothing without you.
I'd wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

Through it all, I've made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words.

I want you to know,
With everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show,
And I won't let go.

Thoughts read, unspoken, forever in vow,
And pieces of memories fall to the ground.
I know what I didn't have, so I won't let this go,
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.

All the streets, where I walked alone,
With nowhere to go, have come to an end.

I want you to know,
With everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show,
And I won't let go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you don't know what you're looking to find.
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find.

I don't want this moment to ever end,
Where everything's nothing without you.

I want you to know,
With everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show,
And I won't let go.

I want you to know,
With everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show,
And I won't let go.

 
 replaying the song. replaying both scenes 
 

2010-11-09T05:56:00.000-08:00

hahahaha

hahahahaha

hahahaha

hahahahha

just checked the updates after like ages

you guys say as if I'm not having a good life now

just so you know...

I'm having a wonderful life.

I have super ups and super downs

but who doesn't?

and the super ups in my life....

O.M.G

it's almost like having a perfect life

except well.. you know..

the downs.

which is fine by me

it's the downs that makes one treasure the ups

I love my pinky

I love my red

I love you

I love my super amazing friends

I love my happiness

I love my awesome taste in stuff

oh, and I love good food

ha.ha

no matter what you say

what you type

what you show the world

it's never gonna break me

but it may push me over the edge

and when I fall over the edge

be prepared for me to walk all over

your bloodstained body

with my effing high heels

with my hair looking absolutely perfect

the. whole. time.

different

2010-10-21T10:47:00.000-07:00

Things I'll never say. (to you)

0. I hate who I am around people.
2. I'm broke because of all the stupid life bills.
2. I don't know your financial status.
2. just trust me okay?I've got it planned out
3. I despise you.
3. you are the biggest mistake of my life.
3. attention seeking; lala; pussy; liar; *ergh
3. I never wanna see your effing face ever again. for that I'll never say it to you
4. I'm glad I got what you wanted. I love it.
4. I'm glad we have different perceptions.
4. now only you know i'm mean and bitchy?
4. I lurrrvvveee the me now.
0. everybody leaves anyway. might as well protect yourself 1st.
0. I really don't pay attention anymore.
1. I can't wait for the rest of our lives to start.

you know, actually. i do wish i could tell it to their faces. or at least call them and tell them. they've hurt me the most. but as they say, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. no matter how much I want to. I can't ever forgive completely. I'm sorry. not!

*ergh - way too many swear words to put in one sentence.
- they haven't invent a word worst than fuck.

2010-10-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

Go on. hire a spy.
then you'll see
how heart-breakingly obedient I am
how I never let anyone near enough
how you broke me.
broke my heart
how I know I'll never be good enough
how because of one wrong thing
I have to do everything right

So many things has happened. and i really mean so many.but you don't know

you wouldn't understand anyway. I never expect you to

2010-09-29T05:43:00.000-07:00

What I want most
is to be able to close my eyes at night
and sleep without having to worry about tomorrow.

to let go and just sleep.

that is what I want most

2010-09-22T21:08:00.000-07:00

I'm trying very hard to stop he negative toughts

stop the evil pictures

stop hating

you make it very hard for me to stop

2010-09-11T08:54:00.000-07:00

I                always do this.
one strong word             then something emotional or funny.
argh
stop it!!
you're all using it all wrong =(
why              why can't it be only mine.
s.t.o.p it!!!!

2010-09-05T23:53:00.000-07:00

He loves me this much.

loves me,

loves you not.

i love you. always have. always will.

2010-09-03T06:21:00.000-07:00

can't bring myself.

you missed it.

even when i tried.

little brother

2010-08-11T03:48:00.000-07:00

a few weeks ago i went back home for a few days.
the 1st thing i do when i see my lil bro is
open my arms n say hug and kiss
one night while i was upstairs using the com,
he came up and talk to me.
at 1st i was listening,
then i tuned out halfway cause he was talking about bugs n insects
all i said was uh-huh, yea ah... ooo.... yeameh?
after about half an hour, he asked
"are you even listening to me?"
I turn around guiltily and said
"no, sooorryyyy." "what did u say?"
he just smacked his palms onto his forehead and said.
"never mind." then he hugged me and went downstairs

Jian, I love you.
i miss you so much.=(

2010-08-05T02:48:00.001-07:00

I'm dead even before I die.

wish i could turn back time.

me

2010-08-01T06:35:00.000-07:00

As if you know what I'm capable of.

2010-07-28T07:17:00.003-07:00

i got a fan again.

2010-07-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

Je ne peux pas même allusion ce qui se passe

2010-06-22T08:19:00.001-07:00

I'm not perfect.

2010-06-17T09:14:00.000-07:00

很伤心啊。

2010-06-08T05:06:00.001-07:00

june 8th, 08.06pm

I am so tired & sleepy

2010-06-07T07:54:00.001-07:00

I can't eat. Cause when i start,

i can't stop.

and i meant it in a positive way.

just an fyi

2010-06-06T02:38:00.001-07:00

Still the one

2010-06-04T06:57:00.000-07:00

If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah

brick by boring brick. paramore.

2010-06-03T18:22:00.001-07:00

i ~~hate~~ this kind of feeling!!!!!

2010-06-02T07:22:00.001-07:00

Will you remember me

cause I know i won't forget you.

2010-05-31T11:10:00.001-07:00

It's me against the world.

2010-05-31T09:18:00.000-07:00

I'm

bold italic ~~strikethrough~~

2010-05-31T09:00:00.000-07:00

because of you,

i feel the distance towards the people that i used to be really really close with.

because of you,

i try my hardest just to forget everything.

because of you,

i almost turn back to the old me.

because of you,

i learned the hard way not to fall that deep that fast.

because of you,

i lost the will to go on

because of you,

i am afraid.

2010-05-30T23:54:00.001-07:00

happiness,

it's overrated.

as if I don't know.

2010-05-30T18:53:00.001-07:00

hate this time of the month...
hurts like hell

2010-05-27T21:23:00.001-07:00

and that's why i dun wanna go back~

2010-05-27T21:11:00.001-07:00

leaving with a heavy heart.

2010-05-25T08:51:00.001-07:00

It's ~~still~~ a very small world.

2010-05-25T08:44:00.000-07:00

now i remember what my fear is...

going to the dentist.

went today..

worst experience ever..

e.v.e.r

it's just like going facial where they squeeze your zits.

a.r.g.h

2010-05-24T10:46:00.001-07:00

i love the body shop.

2010-05-23T11:07:00.001-07:00

My plans are always changing.

2010-05-23T08:05:00.001-07:00

i 'dispiace

2010-05-23T06:54:00.001-07:00

Fine~

2010-05-20T01:51:00.001-07:00

Don't do this to me.

my heart can't take it anymore.

2010-05-11T08:39:00.001-07:00

aww...

they're soooo

~~sweet~~

2010-05-11T07:03:00.001-07:00

actually,

i'm really really really scared

i'll loose everything.

2010-05-09T08:40:00.000-07:00

my mom...

what can i say about my mom...

she's strict. fierce. crazy and loves chocolate.

she's better when she has some alcohol in her though.
and when she's with people that she loves, like family and friends..

sometimes, i know my mom so well..

i know when to give her a lil push to gimme what i want.. (heehee)

i know what to do in front of friends n family to make her "proud"

i know when to say things, and when not to say things.

i know her taste in shoes, bags, clothes...

i know her....

and....

she knows me too...

although she doesn't really know my style, she sorta knows what i'll like..

she knows that i know what is right n what is wrong.

she trust my taste in clothes n stuff...

she also knows that i'll do whatever my dad says cause (i don't care what they say about love is fair and all) i love my mom but i love my dad that lil bit more.

and so she always uses him to get me to do things..

she'll say

"daddy ask you to come back early" i'll go home earlier.

"daddy say we're gonna have dinner together tonight" i won't go out that night.

as long as she uses the word "daddy" i'll always listen.

but dear mom,

i wanna take journalism,

and saying "daddy wants you to take english" is not gonna make me change my mind.

i've wanted to take journalism since i was 14.

and, if you really really know me...

you'll know that with me, you have to use reverse psychology.

and by saying that you don't want me to take journalism actually seals the want or the desire or the whatever it is in me to take journalism.

so please...

just let me do what i like okay?

and yes, i'll pay for jian's college tuition fees and stuff..

and yes, of course i'll take care of u guys.. ish

p.s. mom, please don't tell me important stuff or ask me to do stuff when i'm watching tv. i've inherited your inability to focus on anything else when its the good parts. you obviously know how's it like right?

love you

2010-04-22T13:01:00.001-07:00

Uh huh~

2010-04-22T12:57:00.001-07:00

Legal actions.

2010-04-22T12:47:00.002-07:00

blowing off steam.

2010-04-22T12:47:00.000-07:00

Ewww.

2010-04-22T10:14:00.001-07:00

MotherEffer.

2010-04-17T02:00:00.001-07:00

Big gestures.

2010-04-14T06:10:00.000-07:00

little things.

2010-04-13T10:56:00.000-07:00

we were so happy then.

2010-03-13T09:25:00.000-08:00

trust is like a mirror.
you can fix it if it is broken,
but you can still see the cracks in that motherfucker's reflection.

-as quoted by lady gaga-

love quotes I've heard before.....

2010-02-12T06:06:00.001-08:00

love does thing

2010-02-11T10:12:00.000-08:00

Today Yian Ying and I went to see Mr.Oh..
He's nice as usual.....
kinda thin...
but still cheerful n happy...^^ which is good...

we talked about some stuff...
what are we doing now bla bla bla...

just sharing bits of what he said...

he encouraged me to take up english...
said its better for someone like me...
and he encouraged me to make life notes..
he started a few years ago...
he showed us a small notebook with all the things he said n heard that he liked.... that's his life notes.
he said its for future reference...
I think I'm gonna do that...

Mr.Oh told us he fell in love when he was 23...or was it 22?
yea.. i'm kinda sure its 22.
so means still got lots of time for us la....
since i'm still 17 ma.... hahaha...

he and his wife are soo sweet lorh.....
sweet dao......

makes me wonder if i'll ever find someone i'm THAT in love with...
haih...
with valentines day around the conner...
it's gonna be a lonely n quiet one..
avoiding all things lovey-dovey.

well...... that's all that i remember right now...

oo...
and i went shopping n bought.....

a checked shirt...
and a levi's jeans...
so all i need is a pair of either heels or flats or both then i'm done with my chinese new year clothes.... ^^

2010-02-10T10:14:00.000-08:00

If i never met you,
I wouldn't like you.
If I didn't like you,
I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you,
I wouldn't miss you.

But I did,
I do,
and I will.

memories

2010-02-09T07:16:00.000-08:00

I came back to Malacca on feb7th..
it's been 5 weeks since i was back
n cause my dad was also fetching 2 of my friends..
We drove past a few lanes that i won't past even if i'm in malacca..

sooo many memories washed back...
good and bad...

i saw the road towards my school's back gate..
if it wasn't for me skipping school i wouldn't even know that route exist.

i saw the road towards my English literature teacher's class...tat was probably the best subject i've ever took in high school.

i saw the road where some of my high school friends and i took a shortcut during our school's annual cross-country race. when i was in form4, on a hunch i told my friends this was a shortcut, actually i wasn't sure at all... turn's out, it really was a shortcut. hahaha... we skipped from the last few people in the under18 section to the last few in the under15 section. hahahaha.. and we did that again in form5.. haha.. i wonder if anyone took that route again.. haha..
good times.. good times..

i passed by pay fong and the patronas near tun tuah..
(the memories are private and confidential)

i passed by the roti canai shop wher my friends and i went for breakfast almost everymorning in form5..

i remembered getting busted by my mom for sneaking out..
i cried so much over it..
it seems so far away now.

i love 17...

it was probably the best and the worst year of my life...
i thought i grew up because of that yeat...
i still do think that i grew up..
but i guess in some ways...
i haven't
and some of them are issues that need some working on..
but don't expect me to work on flaws that i love..
so excuse me for having flaws that i don't work on.

btw....
for those who don't know....

I'm 17 forever~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!

and i don't care.

I just wanna be happy.

2010-02-09T06:32:00.000-08:00

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't you take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I can't stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

[Verse 2:]
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
But all these days, they feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me out of here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

[Bridge:]
So any turns that I can't see,
like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

[Chorus:]
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

[Outro:]
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy,            

Ohh, happy 

 by Leona Lewis

i think it's God's or whoever's up there's way of punishing me..

i screwed up big time. 

heyy...

2010-02-08T09:15:00.000-08:00

heyy guys...

i know I haven't update my blog in ages.....
well, my blog was under construction...

and tada~~~~ my new blog layout...^^

nice right?

saki did it again....

hahaha.....

thanks soooooo much saki chew aka bitchilicious!!! =)

anyways...

since i have not updated it in forever...

i'm gonna update it within this few days... dun be surprise if u see more than 1 post per day.

i'm just gonna share my side of the story and a few insights of my life....

stay tuned~~~ ^^

C.R.A.Z.Y

2009-11-28T23:53:00.000-08:00

I know I should be studying but on an impulse I googled "Things to do before you graduate colledge" the results were boring.......stuff like join clubs, get to know one of your lecturer very well stuff like that.

Then i just googled " crazy things to do" and my god... the results made me laugh so hard and i became happier ^^

this is my fav. crazy things to do in the mall.

take 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they're not watching.
set all of the alarm clocks in house wares to go off in 5 mins intervals.
make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the tampons section.
go to the service desk and ask to put a bag of M&Ms on lay-by.
move a 'CAUTION-WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.
when a clerk ask if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "why can't you people just leave me alone?"
look right at the security camera; use it as a mirror and start picking your nose, and eat it.
while handling guns in a hunting department store ask the clerk if he knows where the antidepressants are.
dart around the store suspiciously, loudly humming the "Mission Impossible" theme song.
in an auto department, practice the "Madonna look" using different size funnels.
hide in a clothing rack and when people browse through, yell "PICK ME! PICK ME!"
when an announcement came over the loud speaker, assume fetal possition and scream "Oh no.... it's those voices again."
go into a fitting room, shut the door, wait a while, then yell very loudly "there's no toilet paper in here!"
say punctuation out loud, for example, say "Ma'am comma would you please help me find a pink comma red comma and blue shirt question mark?"
carry a table cloth and a picnic basket, order take-out from anywhere, spread your table cloth in the middle of the mall and enjoy your meal.
go with a friend. join yourselves together with one of those things parents attatch to their children's wrist.
add an "ong" to the end of every word while speaking to the salesperson.

hahahaha...... soo funny...

and i'm so going to try then out. can't wait.

hahaha...

we really should live live to the fullest and do crazy things while we're young.

so we can reminisce about it when we are old and toothless.

at least we did something fun in our lives.. hahaha

but I dun think i'll try the pickking your nose and eat it la... tooo disgusting. eww.

hahaha.

stay tuned for more "things to do" post

In memorial of the raining season in kampar.

2009-11-27T21:50:00.000-08:00

Haih I knew all good things will come to an end.

It's time to say goodbye T.T

Goodbye to..

my beloved..

the one that keeps me happy in kampar...

the..

raining season........... T.T (seriously,i really feel like crying cuz of this.) wuu wuu wuu~

I hate hot weather. hate it hate it hate it.argh.

hot weather makes me mad.

hot weather makes me sweat.

hot weather makes my emotions go haywire.

I'm angry. pissed. upset. moody. feel. like. crying. all. the. time.

argh.

I cannot emphasize how much I hate this freaking hot weather.

somebody save me. T.T wuu wuu wuu~~

My 1st blog

2009-11-21T05:00:00.000-08:00

Okay, I'm new at this so no making fun of me.
For the past few years I've seen and heard about other people's blogs. and i asked myself should I have 1?
and this year after asking many people about it... i decided to have one.
at 1st i wanted to create one before I went to utar. didn't happen.
then i said during sem break. didn't happen.
then i said on my birthday. well my birthday came and went and... didn't happen.
so now....on this insignificant day.... I, Charmaine Wong Chze Yen, created her 1st blog. big applause please

a few things about myself
my name is Charmaine, nice name I know.
I'm 18 this year
born on oct 23rd 1991
currently has curly hair

loves..
my lil bro
chocolate ice-cream... in fact, any ice-cream will do
my collection of bracelets and big rings
skinny jeans
antique clothes and jewelaries
novels
movies
music
shopping
.............

hates..
anything that's not ice-cream on my ice-cream. like sprinkles and stuff
anywhere hot
.......

I'm messy. flaky. moody. irresponsible. arrogant.

That's abit about myself..

Stay tuned...